2010 → 2011

2010
i hate 2010 ......................
what a sadness year for me
nothing special on new year eve
i hate the date with 31st
especially my birthday month
u are gone .....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nothing sweet memories left to me in 2010
the reasons all are bcz of u
even the memories are sweet enough
it will let me cry sometime
especially the moment with u ......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why u want to to be like that .....!!!!!!
u know those are ur beloved are getting hurt jz bcz u ...
u know i hate u when im alone and thinking about u ...
u will never know i have so many regrets since u are nt here anymore
i dont want to cry
i dont wanna be like that
i wish i will be strong
but i cant control myself
is really really bad i cant
im stil asking " why "even tough it is a fact
the fact is u are never come back to us anymore....

2011
i wish ....
save more money as i can
let mummy retired earlier
wont let mummy get hurt anymore
buy a house @ 2013
bring mummy traveling once a year
getting slim
family members can reunion one day
doing well in my bf job and my job
all my my family , relatives and frenz stay healthier happier
our relationship long lasting
cut out my hot temperature
love my home infinity
appreciating those people around me and those who given help for me

WISH EVERYTHING GOES SMOOTHLY @ 2011 ❤